I will probably have to say that the biggest what if would be what if my sister did not get diagnosed with cancer at the very young age of 28. What would she have become, who would she have become, what kind of aunt would she be to my three girls, would my oldest Maddie be named after her. What if she was not diagnosed and lived a long and happy life. There is not a day that goes by when I don’t think about her and miss her. I will never get over missing her but the time has made the heartache ease. It has been 18 years since her death.