Where Have I Been?

As I sit here typing this post the words of the Reba McEntire’s song Where Have You Been comes to my mind?? This has been a very tough week for me. One where I even questioned my existence on this earth what purpose did I have?? Then when I was getting ready to leave for work on Wednesday my car wouldn’t start. On top of that I got some bad news about a friend who the whole family has grown to love. That coupled with my inability to tell people the big two letter word NO!!! I felt discouraged and down right in despair.  This set off a panic attack on Wednesday night. Trying to fit one more thing into my already crammed and busy schedule on Thursday just made me feel like I was at my wit’s end. Instead of stressing I laid it in God’s hands and believe it or not Thursday went so smoothly I begin to wonder why I questioned it at all. Then I knew why I questioned it, I did not give everything I was worried about to God. And when I did that was when I started to feel better.

I am reminded that we all are human and that we all slip from time to time and it only when we cry out for help not only from others but also from God can we find the relief that we need. God worked in mysterious ways this week. A dear friend sent me a surprise that came in the mail today. This is a friend that was on the receiving end of one of the cards for the get carded challenge ( I haven’t forgotten to reveal to who those that received these cards- it has just been that frankly I haven’t felt like writing basically I haven’t felt like doing much of anything. ) This sweet gift from a sweet friend did a lot to make the week end on a better note.

I realized that life is not always perfect and that sometimes you have to go with the flow but sometimes I just wish it would not flow so much. LOL

Have you ever had days or weeks like this? I would love to know what you do to make it through.

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